Like the flowing river

Read a story on the train this morning. It is about why do certain things keep happening to us. The same bad thing. Like reliving a nightmare all over again.
The reason for this is for us to know/learn what we are poor at, and to give us another chance to overcome it. Very meaningful. What this means is that over all this years, while I have learnt a lot of new things, I have not learnt how to overcome my flaws.

Refering back to an entry I wrote about safety nets, I am thinking of 'just do it'. There is just no reason for me not to do it anymore.

It has been a while since I last prayed. And tonight, I prayed once again.


God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
courage to change the things I can,
and the wisdom to know the difference.


Amen.